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Thursday, September 9, 2010 Its been soo long that i have not update nor post anything in my blog. *Sigh* Things are still the same for me. Nothing much nothing less. There are still things that never fails to interrupt my mind. For some reasons that I can't stop thinking or leave the past behind. Sometimes I can't deny that whenever my foolishness takes over to control me,things do get aweful between me and people around me. Hmmm... Do I really have low self-esteem? I don't know till when these trouble would even stop. My life.. It always about the stuck up people trying to ruin my life,my days n my mood of course. At times I sit and wonder why do I care so much thingking about the things that I don't understand. Sadly I can't even let out or share my troubles to any of my close friends n boyfriend. Telling and sharing my troubles to them at times I learnt that it doesn't help. Thats when I learn to realize that certain troubles/problems that I got can't be shared with anyone. Not even a single soul. Sadness right? Is it me or is it just the individual? I will stand tough as long as I can. I will fight these shits and prove them wrong that they should have taken me seriously and not as a joke. Especially to one person or two. I will prove too them that I can be par with them. *I may not have the nice perfect picture like anyone else but I know that I have nice perfect cutting picture of my heart.* Labels: no fat pussy allowed 9:53 AM Saturday, May 8, 2010 So,there's this person who i know,barely even neo how to be precise. For somebody,this person is like a pearl to her. She thinks that her world revolves only about her "honeymoon period" days with that someone. Little that she knew,she dont even know what were she thinking and also doesnt even know what she is doing. Blinded with love,i guess. Puppy love is always like that anw. And her "darling boyfriend" on the other hand,he thought that he could turn her to someone bad. When actually,he is just a little immature *gabmucs* hu he thinks he could control her. [Get real kiddo!] He dusnt neo that hys face really giving an eyesore signal to people around hym. Haiz.. What can i say about this two lovebirds that are just starting to let their love unfurl. Hmmmmmm..... Happy Puppy Love Days! Labels: wake up *ydren 1:59 AM Friday, April 23, 2010 So here i am.. Blogging at last! Heh. Its 4 more days to Bali!! Yeahyeah!! =D Tomorrow celebrating my bf's dad birthday. Hurhur. I am sooo soooo nervous actually. Somehow,i realize that some things are better left unsaid. More or less,just keep things to myself. At times i wonder if i am actually at the right path of life. I dont know myself at times. Most of the time i have to always remind myself that this is me n this is what i am. Nobody could change me. I used to think that i have the answers to everything but now i know that life doesnt always go my way. Well,along the way i am learning and exploring the meaning of loving myself n loving others. I am comfortable with what i have now. Just blessed not elated. Here's what im feeling right now for a fact: "There are worse thing i could do.. Than go with a boy or two.. Even though the neighborhood thinks im trashy and no good.. I supposed it could be true.. But there are worse things i could do.. I could flirt with all the guys..Smile at them and bat my eyes.. Press against them when we dance.. Make them think they stand a chance.. Then refuse to see it through.. Thats a thing i'd never do.. I could stay home every night.. Wait around for Mr Right.. Take cold showers every day.. And throw my life away.. On a dream that wont come true.. I could hurt someone like me... Out of spike or jealousy.. I dont steal and dont lie.. But i can feel and i can cry.. A fact that i'll bet u never knew.. But to cry infront of you,thats the worst thing i could do... " You may or may not understand. But this songs reflects my mood and emotions now. Labels: songs that are near. 9:48 AM Saturday, April 17, 2010 Its been so long i didnt update my blog. Hurhur. Been very busy with my daily routines. As i look back with my life,i do notice that alot of things has change. Be it me n my surroundings. I realize that i am missing my quarter half most of the time. I cant stop thingking about them. Wonder what/how they have been up to. Haiz. I cant hide myself any longer that i am actually missing them. My girl/guyfriends that never gives up on me and never stop to be my shelter. Haiz. I know that i have been busy meddling with my own life with my family and loved ones. What to do. This month is very busy month fer me. Hurhur. I hope someday my guy/girlfriends understand that i have no intentions of not catching things up with them. Someday,i will make it up to them. For all the times that they have been asking me out but i would always have plans the same day. Haiz. Imissyouguyseffingmuch. With Love, Sri Murny. Labels: friends that i miss 12:03 AM Sunday, April 4, 2010 Pls just get out frem my mind.... Urggghhhh......... She is not suppossed to be in my mynd. N no,its not about winning. Why am i obsessed with you for?? Why am i even bother about u and my bf when you and hym are just case of the ex. Haiz.. I need help here. Labels: paranoia sickness 5:04 AM Thursday, March 18, 2010 Im gonna have pms n headache soon.. Especially on sat. Hurhur. Gonna shop fer Bali Getaways. And i am sooo not sure what im gonna shop this sat. Hurhurr. Saturday would be a looooonnnnnggggg day fer me. Hurhur.. Anw,six more weeks to BALI!! Yeayeah!!! Huhuhu!! Kawan-kawan!!! Sape yg sudi nak antar pat airport,silakan ye. Hehehehe. Tmr Eng class.. Yeayeah!! Can meet my new bff,Joanne. I Loooveee English class! =] Fer some reasons,its very "exciting". Lol! Shikin!! Rina!!! Aku nak g sentosa ngn korg lah.... =[ Hahahah!! Actually i have nth else to blog about lah... Dah boring uhs with blogger... Haiz.... Il post again soon when i have an exciting dayout n also when i have e time. I am very very very a busy person now. Gagagaga!! =] Boyfriend!!!! I dont wanna bring any luggage!!!!!! Labels: i will "replenish" myself 4:54 AM Wednesday, March 3, 2010 Haloi!! Its been soo long i din bother to update my blog. Hahaha. Its pretty obvious that im lazy to update. Heh. Anw,i had an awesome outing with my girlfriends. Just santai'ing at the beach under the hot sun. Heheheh. It was awefully fun! My day with em could never go wrong. Hahahas. Never! LOL! Anw,these outing took place last saturday. Heh. It was fun lah. Cycling,smoking,catch things up,"story telling" and fool around with the lighter. LOL!! Its great to see them again. Now,im trying to meet up with my secondary sec girlfriends!! Like seriously,i miss them!! Everybody seems busy with their sch n work. Haiz... Anw,i hope i gotta see or happen to meet them soonnnnn! Im actually lost of werds about what to blog about. Heh. Just that lately some ups-downs happened. Many things happened lately. Hah. Im busy with babysitting n schooling at night. And of course,my boyfriend. Hmmm... I may not blog too much about my personal life too much here. Heh. Im just grateful that i am in contact back with a good friend that close n best friend of 6 years. Yeah,people made mistakes. So do i. We'll just have to learn frem there n not to repeat it again. I know that things always doesnt go as it seem or plan but i really hope that we could be like close friends like before. As im blogging this post,im watching the football match against Singapore and Jordan. N its live telecast. I actually wonder who would bother to watch this match when its soo predictable that Jordan would win this match. Well,im not trying to be biased or unsupportive towards our own country. But hey,isnt this the facts? Anw,i am no football fan. So i rather not keeping on tracks who would win this match. Cos i know that Jordan would win n make their country proud. With Jordan scored 1 goal before even 1 minute of the match,i dun think Singapore could catch up. This are only my opinions lor. Well,im tuckin in aedy. Tired frem the long day. Im soo looking forward fer this weekend! =] *Sorry fer too many pix. Hahaha! We were too happy to "menyundal" in the camera. Hahaha!! Plus,these are the great moments spent with Rina and Kim. My two crazy partner in crime of all times! =] Labels: Sunny Saturday 9:22 AM |
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