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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 I was wondering if i have a big crisis of having a big huge fantasy or even obsession with Rodfil. Hurhur.What to do. He's too CUTE lah seh!-Fer me uhs. Wouldnt it be nice if he's in spore. But he's in Phillipines,n im in Spore. What the hell?? I wanna see hym!!! I dun fuckin mynd wasting some cash fer a flight tix. Just to go to Phillipines n see Rodfill. Hurhur. But i know that somehow this is just my wishful thinking. I cant able to see hym. I cnt be able to go to Phillipines-just how much i want to go thr. N he wont be in Spore. Haiyah. I asked my circle of friends last night. I asked them if they ever think im lucky. All of them thought im lucky. I spent myself thinking if i am really lucky like how they think. N the qns backfires on me. I asked myself,IF i am really lucky. Why wouldnt i have Mizi back? Why would i have to disguise myself as someone else? Why would i have some people hu come n go as they like in my life? Why would i have some people wont encourage or support me when i told em that i wanna go Phillipines??? Why would they take me as a joke when i told em that i wanna see Rodfill. Ouhkay,yes i am OBSESSED with Rodfill. N yes i have these "Murny N Rodfil" together fantasy. N yes,i do hope that somehow or someday i can meet or contact hym in 1 way or anader. N yes,i dun mind selling my KATE SPADE wallet fer some bucks n any other stuffs just to get an air tix to Phillipines. But i know,these is all my fantasy. My wishful thoughts. My never-gonna-happen dream. So friends.. I am not lucky as u guys think. I live my life with an obsession with a guy in Phillipines. N thats just how i want it to be. I wanna see hym. Yes i do. I just hope u guys would support n encourage me that someday or somehow i get lucky enough to see/meet these guy or prolly me getting a chance to go to Phillipines to see hym. Though i know that i cn N E V E R get a chance. So friends. Please dont say to me that i wont get a chance to see hym. Or what not. Cos i wanna stay hopefull that i cn meet hym somehow,someday. N friends. I am not one lucky girl. Labels: when obsession runs wild 1:15 AM |
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