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Wednesday, September 2, 2009  Im feeling really weeeeaaakkkkk... Hmm...Soo weak that i have no strength to do wod i usually du. Prolly cos last nyte. Smoked too much cigs when im stil dwn with cough n flu. Attacked the cough syrup. But to no avail. Cough got even worst. Like fuck.I felt super horrible. Cough last night was so unbearable. Couldnt sleep well. Toss n turn. Sit n stand up. Lie n sit straight. Slowly i got to sleep without having the unbearable cough. I have no mood neither do i have the strength to stand up. My head aches. My throat fuckin sore. My body feel tired. Haven been eating proper meals fer days. The last proper meal i had was last two days-i guess. Ate mee rebus. Thats my only proper meal fer this week n last week. I haven been having the appetite lately. Eversince im dwn with cough,flu n headaches. Hmmm... At times i din eat at all. No appetite. Cigarrattes is my best friend to keep me accompany since im dwn with these fuckin sickness that im having fer days nw. Hmm.. Took more than half bottle of cough syrup. It too dusnt werk. Dusnt even make me drowsy. So that i could rest n thought my cough would get better. Instead,i was still struggling fighting with these unbearable cough n flu. Hmmm..... I really wanna get out frem these unbearable cough. N get better asap,before Saturday. Its my babyboy bday. N i wanna enjoy myself n have fun with hym. Its hys 1st bday. I wanna let hym know that il be with hym as he grows up. You see,i witness hym growing up. Right infront of my eyes. Just right after he was born in these werl. I was there with hym. N you neo wod,i love hym. He's my second half. He's the apple of my eyes. He's the only one that i kissed hys forehead each tyme i put hym to slp. He's the one hu dance n listen whenever i sang. He's the one hu i pour out my thoughts whenever he sleeps. Though he might not even understand wod the fuck i said. But at least,i'd feel better. He's the one hu would kiss my cheeks out of the blue. He's the one hu taught me to be responsible n patient. Though i can never be a patient person. But i tried to. Whenever he's in my arms,under my care. He's the one hu would half wake up n look around to see if im still there beside hym. N if he sees me sleeping,he would move about abit just to sleep beside me. At times,he'll sleep right under my armpit. He's the one hu would cry whenever i left hym at my grams place. He's the one hu would cry whenever he sees me walking away. He's the one hu would enjoy playing hide n seek with me. He would even know where to find my usual place,my hiding place. Hmm..... Thats just us. 10 mths in my arms. 10 mths,i think i pretty du a good job as a mum. Though at times i was being careless. Thats unintentional. Hmm.... *Muhd Fahim is my one n only babyboy that i adore.* As fer nw,i think im gonna fuck off nw. Labels: weaknesstrike 9:38 PM |
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