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My Life Sucks To The Core Friday, November 6, 2009 And so... I am soo umm shud i say im stress?? Ouhkie,well prolly i should. I am totally on the verge of giving up in everything.
I dont think that i could continue disguise myself. How can just they assumed that im doing okie. Sigh. I mean,i had enough minding some people's feelings. Which some,i just dun give a fuck. I have my own life to lead,alright? I am, TIRED. DEFENCELESS. HOPELESS. MOTIONLESS. They always thought that im "ALWAYS" doing okiie. I understand n i myself knoe that everyone cant run away frem those troubles they're facing. But came to think of it. I think im going to have D E P P R E S S I O N - again! Its like im tired of feeling like hw im feeling nw. The situation is like fuckin pissed me off. Each time i landed myself in this plight,i feel like kick-assing someone. I never wanted to be in these fuckin situation. I dont even want to. But i had no choice. Im defenceless each time i know whats gd fer me. But then,one or two would discourage me n point a finger at me. Its like,im through. I dont wanna be in these situation nw. The feeling is soooo unbearable fer me. As much as i want to scream my lungs out. I just cant. Im hopeless each time some things turned their backs on me. I am. I cnt react like how my mind wanted me to. The least i could do,swallow it down slowly though i totally feel like cursing them like those sailors. At times,of course i do blurt n then teary eyed filled me eyes. There's nth much i could do anyway. Im motionless like a statue that quiet,still n unmoving each time i cant take it anymore. Those shitties things just cant get enough of me. I just want some "justice". I want my life back. I want to have more friends. I want a life just lika an 18 years old turning to 19 years old youth life should be. I want my freedom back. I want what used to be mine. Some just dun get it that my freedom is nw under controlled. Imma losing some friends. Imma losing my self confidence. I hate to mingle with the strangers that i just bumped into. Given with my "stressing tight-schedules" i had. Couldnt just they gimme wod i want?? I WANT MY FREEDOM BACK!!!!! To add more of the anger spices that im having nw. Im cash strapped!! Okiee yah,i shop alot. But thats just girls do wod. Right?? Aper saje. Motherfucker! I hate it when i got some ugly irritating faces i got each tyme i borrowed some cash. Hello??? Im just BORROWING. At least,i pay back evry penny that yall lent to me. Right?? Its not as if i stole those cash. Hate it! Hate it! Hate it! Just bcos i dun "earn" much like others. Its kindda double job fer me to plea fer some cash. On top of that,its not like i took those cash n run. Like some do. Aper saje lah. Gimme a break okie! Just gimme wod i want n il just fuck off! *I need my counsellor back. -motherfuckas!!!- Labels: this shits wont last 4:42 AM |
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