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Somewhere...Someone... Thursday, November 19, 2009  As i predicted,things are back to where it used to be. I dun know what went wrong. I dun know what happened. Told hym to warn me beforehand if he ever gonna ignore me 1 fine day fer hys own good. But next thing i knew,he was indifferent. Well,i know fer a fact that he's attached. But i know my limits. I din bug hym around desperately wanting hym back. But y he suddenly do the things that he do. I know that he's gonna ignore me-again. I just knew it.. Its nothing new to me anyway. I just want hym to tell me y must he do this to me. Y didnt he warn me beforehand when he knows when he is gonna ignore me. Why?? Can you pls tell me why?? Can you pls explain things to me?? Can you pls mind the werds that u are gonna say?? Im feeling so sad. Not knowing what i do wrong,he just vanish in thin air. Im feeling so sad. Why must things start to fall apart at a short notice. Im feeling so sad. Im missing hym somehow. Im feeling very very very sad. He put a dart through my dreams and through my heart. N now,im back where i started again. Im feeling awefully sad. Never thought these would end. As fer now,i gotta stop this awefull madness thats happening now. Never gonna let myself down again. If he's ought to be mine, he would be back. If he's not,i guess. We'll let that be that. I hope hys rshyp last long w hys gf. *So girls...this is what happened when u remove the guy you loved before. And as u grow up,u learnt n realize that it was ur own mistake fer letting hym go and also not learning that taking time is all love is all about. When u realize that he was ur real love n u didnt knew love til there was him.As you grow up,you ended up feeling sorry fer urself and also full of regrets but you can never look back. Even if you can,big chances he's attached to someone else. You tried to look hym up but to no avail.And then,you just duno where to start to look for hym.To tell hym the truth. To let out wods keeping in ur heart. 1 super duper fine day,you found hym back.You wanna tell hym that u were never over hym.You wanna tell hym how much u missed hym. You wanna tell hym that its all ur fault,ur mistake to let hym go. And when u r trying to tie a knot of frienship with hym,he simply cut it half way n then distance hymself frem you.N then u started to think what just went wrong. You started to hate yourself.You blame urself for what happened. You try to discover ur mistakes.But still,u cnt find anything that would make any sense. You then asked urself, "isit me?? or isit just hym??" He left you clueless n speechless. N thats it. Lesson learnt girls.If you trully love someone. Treasure that person.Learn hys flaws n what not. Get to know hym more better.Learn n understand hym. There's no turning back. Or someday,you will live ur life with regrets like me. Fyi,its sucky u noe. U wouldnt wanna try living ur life full of regrets. *Im seeing better days. Tomorrow. Labels: Shattered Heart 10:34 PM |
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