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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 I know that the things i did lately were abit out of hand because of my selfishness. I know that these aint right. I know that im being cruel n unfair. To those people around me. I know that i can be soo wrong here. In this situation. But i cnt help it. I just cnt. I started this. Im the one hu started this. I may not or may know whats the outcome gonna be. But i am naively thinking that everything is gonna be alright. Ill see better days. Of course,i prolly gonna break some hearts soon. Or worst,prolly mine. I cn never tell. Be it,any hearts that gonna be shattered into pieces(maebbe mine??). I din mean to start the fire. I dun mean this to happens. The feelings are just there n it sparkles again. Even as for myself,i cnt believe that im actually doing this. Im sorry. But he means smth to me. At times i do feel sorry for myself. But at times i dont. Today evrything is alright. I look at it this way:It cant ever be as bad as it was then. Anw,since its been some time i din update about my days. Heh. Lets just throw it out here alright. Hah. 27th Dec 09,Sunday.  Went out to JP with mamacah's family after a day of emotional the day before. Really emotional. But touching. We love each other. Mamacah,i will always love you!!!! Then..... .jpg) Went out with bro n other 2. Surveying vans. Hahas. Thrilling n fun joy ride with hym. Hahahahaha!! Blasting Sunday i had. Hohohoho!! =] 28th Dec 09,Monday. Cnt rmbr what i did besides got wasted n got home til 1 or 2am?? 30th Dec 09,Tuesday. Same thing also. Cnt rmbr what the hell i did besides got wasted again till late hour. Heh. 30st Dec 09,Wednesday.  Went JP with babybitches n the twins. Bought lessy's books n stationary while i survey some books n storie books. Damn hard to find a good assesment book. Hurhur. Then..... .jpg) Got wasted with hym n bro ol. Well,they were busy plannin n cracking their heads all out to find a rental vans n cars. While i was busy keeping my time playing games on hys iphone. Heh. Thats what i usually do when i got wasted. Games. Games. Games. Iphone. Iphone. Iphone.Smoke. Smoke. Smoke. Heh. Well,i do have a "rocking late nights" lately. Heh. What to do. Sometimes when you like smth u do. You just keep on wasting ur time on it. Where i should get lost tomorrow?? Labels: insanity 8:26 AM |
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